waiting.

was looking at an old entry, and u know what, there's a really fine line between giving and giving for yourself. and sometimes it fits, cos when the other wants your time and and can bear your indulgence, it's easy. giving yourself because u want the other's time and attention becomes simple. and it can feel like you're the big hearted one. but when the other doesn't want your time and cannot bear your self indulgence, its a different story...